Dear Reader...

This blogs is actually my life time story and its more like a diary to me, so all I hope from this diary is to be heard and want to share my pain, joy and happiness to someone that would come to visit this side. Anyway, I hope you can get something useful on this blog.

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Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Jamey Rodemeyer, may God bless your soul V.V

Even after his suicide, his so called friend still bullying him. In my mind set, western people doesn't have any homophobic issue such like this one but after I read what had happen to him, my mind set changed. Not even if you were on such advance country like US and in my point of view, US can freely reveal your sexual orientation, still have this issue. My heart feel sorry for him and even I'm a Muslim, still I pray for his soul and his family for a better future.
As I begin to realize, I my own sexual orientation still being cage, and living in a country that mostly homophobic citizen, I found out that it is hard for me. Worst, as a Muslim, I will be thrown into hell for this, for lusting over men. But my Egypt friend told me that God didnt hate love but He hate sexual intercourse. So it is okay for me to feel love towards men? it is a sin to feel such thing?

Saturday, December 3, 2011

The Time is Nearly End

Thats true alright, my time is almost end. I dont know what to do with my remaining time, I just want to play dota and enjoy my sexual life. I dont care about anything right now... I dont care about my friends and family, I just want to enjoy my life... Before its ended