Friday, June 8, 2012
I believe in God but not His way.
I try so many things to make my life right once more but everything He see is nothing more than useless work. I believe in God but now, I will not follow His way in any religion. Call me infidels or 'murtad' or anything you want, I follow Satan now, in my own way of following Satan. Worshiping Satan is not limited to perform bad ritual or anything thing like that but it is in your heart and soul. Be with Satan doesn't mean I have to do bad things to other people, it is my believe in Satan that I will get my wish from Satan and not from God or Allah. Why? I tired of praying and asking His help but what did He do? Make my life worse than ever before. When do I start worshiping Satan? Since my best friend change my SPA application and I missed my chance to work at the government sector. I do not blame him but I blame Allah, on that day I solat fully and not a single solat fardu I miss but what did Allah pay me for that? A worst day of my life. From that day, I stop praying to Him, not that I don't believe in Him, I just don't want anymore suffering in this world, so I sold my soul to Satan in Hell in exchange I want happy and richer life in this world. I don't care if I burn in hell because I like 99% dick and 1% pussy, no matter how I pray, I still be in hell for sure right? Why waste my life doing something that is not fruitful at afterlife? Satan is my friend now and not God, with Satan, I want a richer life, I want a job from SPA or from the government. Perhaps with this, I might have a chance to make my wish come true.
Sunday, April 1, 2012
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