The Last Memory

Friendship sometime can be beautiful as can be and also it can be as ugly as it can be. I may not know why this happen but I know one thing, there is no perfection in this world. As my mother tongue says, ‘tebik’ means everything have its own weakness. I realize this about one day ago, that my friend asks me to join his team because he needs more players and because one of his teammate has badminton practice, as if I’m just a backup player. I glad that I join his team and at that time I try my best for his team. But things is not good as it looks, they seems low morale because of his team is incomplete and with me there as a backup player, they seems to put all the blame on me because I’m not the guy that went to play badminton. I’m sorry that I’m not that guy but I already try my best for them. We lost, it’s all because of I’m not pro enough as the badminton guy and poor in warding. I only know how to play supportive hero in battle, not putting stick eye in woods. That is not my specialty; I think my specialty is on being supportive and also a killer. I begin to think that it is not my fault that we lose; it was they fault because they didn’t put trust on me. I know that I’m not pro’s as they are but I already try my best and this is how they repay me? At least say something after the game, say don’t worry, or pep talk or something that can ease my heart and not thinking something bad about them. At that time, after the game, no one talk to me about the game and suddenly their morale boost because of the badminton guy has arrived!! As their confidence to win the next game has increase infinite percent!!! As for me, I just packing my things and leave just like an idiot or a guy that has no chance to make his team won. All I want to say that I’m sorry that I cause their team lose and I hope they knew that I try my best for them. For me, it is a honor to play by their side even just for a backup player but please, at least they trust me a little, just a little can bring us into victory. I may not be able to play with them again and this is the last memory for me about them and the game, because I’m dying right now.