Friendship

My wish has come true. I wish that I have sickness that can never be cure by any medicine that is what I want in my life, a permanent death sick. I might have a nose cancer but I’m sure that I have it, because my body feels weak this day.
Last time, I go see the doctor and ask why my nose could not stop bleeding for almost one week, he said it might be the nose vain leak or something more terrible than that, a nose cancer. At first, I was terrified with that but then, it was my wishes having a cancer. God has answered my prayer and me thankful to God. There is no point of living in my life, I totally screwed up.
Some people might say something like poor me or sympathize for me but the things is, I really glad that I have this cancer. Death is just only the beginning of a new journey. Even I know that my journey after life is not pretty but I’m glad. I’m glad that now, I can rest or forget everything in this world or what had I done, what is matter now is things between me and God. I know that He will punish me for what I did in my life world and I willingly accept it. After all, I’m His.