A Perfect Friendship

was i wrong to judge people around me? Is it my mistake that they be like that? I keep questioning myself about my friend. I dont know what must I do to make things right again as thing was before. Should I buy them an expensive present or should I be they slave for the rest of their live? There is once I think I need them yet sometime not, sometime I thinking of them as my best friend yet sometime not and sometime I think they like me yet sometime not. Perhaps I wish something that nearly impossible to get, a perfect friendship. a perfect friendship with no negative feeling or speaking bad thing behind your back, friend that care you the most and will help you with everything. I guess that it was my fault then to find friend that never exist.