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Thursday, October 20, 2011

I meet someone...

I meet someone on the internet a few days ago. He's kinda cute and handsome, 25, a Maxican and African, from South Africa, yes I know, pretty far from Malaysia right? but someone say to me that love doesn't care about distance, as long as we love each other. I ask myself, do I love him base on looks or emotion, he only post one pic on his profile, but with that one pic, can say thousand things.
For me, this is the first time, a guys looks at my pic, a real pic of mine, told me that Im sexy, handsome and you name it. That is the first time a guy say it to me, not even my ex. Do I love him? Honestly I dont know, maybe I'm just afraid that things would turn bad in the future and maybe one of use will get hurt in the future... I want to love him, but I'm really sceptical about this internet relationship. I dont know if I can trust him, and this november, he will be here, at KL. I dont know what to do if he come to my hometown and see me. Do he love me? I dont know, he doesnt say I love you first.

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