Feel Betrayed

It’s been a long time since the last time I wrote this journal. I may have been change since back then, yet I may still remain the same as it would be before. Last night, my nose was bleeding, perhaps it was a sign that death is near to me. I found something rather interesting to share than my nose bleed, it’s about my friend, my teammate for my favorite game, the game that causes me to lose my focus in my study. When I was going out to get some water, I stop by my friend room; actually that room was my previous semester room, with some of ex roommate that still live there. There is no sight of him, and then my other friend, who lives at the same room with my friend, told me that he’s gone with his laptop and probably play game with my other friend. So I went to my other friend room and I discover that he and my other friend play those games without invite me to play. Usually they will invite me but since the day I started to play with my neighbor, they, my friend stop calling me to his room to play the game. Does it hurt you when your friend suddenly stop inviting his game, not just game but other else as well, like going out to the place that usually go with three people but then go with two people?
I wish that I don’t have this kind of feelings, but I can’t.