The Reason

If I gone from this world, what would happen? What is my reason for living? No reason, I think. Perhaps other people may say that ‘He’s so stupid’, ‘Idiot, you have better future if you know how to find it’, ‘Go to hell’, or ‘Life is so good, what a waste of life’. Am I stupid enough that I just let my life being torment by my mistake and every time I try to solve it, it getting worst, no matter how hard or how patience I wait, it still there? Am I having a better future right now? Did I tell you that I mess up with my education because I think too much about my friend or me just being paranoid to my friend? What’s the point for God to create hell if everybody in this world goes to heaven? Like in school or any education institution, there is a cleaver student and stupid student.