I think I know why...

I think I know why Allah let me fall in love with him and have a very serious relationship. He want to be like this, to hate cute or handsome guy and never fall in love ever again, He did it alright. After I broke up with him, I swore that I will never open my other hotmail account except for this hotmail account and also I swear that I will never gonna see any cute or handsome men ever again and most of all, I never fall in love ever again. After couple of days, I still hate to see handsome or cute men even when I was in town, I feel hatred towards men right now, maybe this is what He want me to feel, to hate a cute and handsome men. For me, if I hate something, I will hate it forever just like long beans, I still hate to eat long beans. Im sleepy right now, its already morning now...